ENHANCEMENT OF DISAPPOINTMENT!
Yes i am seeing red now to hell with u art i hate you fuck u lah go away and nvr come back i dont wish to seeART AGAIN i hate u ! cuz i cant enter top 10 also art make me de to hell with u lah hand in homework le say nvr hand in everytime like de lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why marks system cant chg its so unfair ! the world is so cruel
Anyway today listen to a song call cat in the cradle it rawks okay haha , that really soothe me down alot but then kenna flu now kinda sick haizzzz i wonder if he will really win me cuz if he does i might really need fan xing on my studying style le .
Yea competitve i am but i dont see the problem and tht my style i dont see why it is wrong :) sickky i wish i am recovering ...it is raining again.
WEIRD
yess that the word to describe me now ..althought despite having finish all my test i am still worried cause i know it is going to be disappointing , i have prepared to heard the worst results ever le all my effort have gone to waste haizzz results faster come out and let it be over haha.
YTD went to bugis street bugis junction summerset strett iluma wtf right go so many place leg damm pain okay worse then running 2.4 or even 5km lo i rather run then go shops now i wonder how does girls do their shopping for hours pei fu ah pei fu haha had ice kachang and BURGER KING ! so hungry lorrh come back home go sleep liao thn go on9 play on9 games very tired and busy lo so many projects now haha still got those side effect of stress ahhhh . i realyyy want to play till like damm fun lorh but everybody so not on de lorrh go out all dw haha . but nvm at leasst i got my primary schoollll friend to pei wo le FINALLY :):):) haha kays shall update agn tmr :) tag and tag and tag and tag and tag yea i knw its lame >.<
~Lonely~
The feeling is lonely is just isn't nice to feel at all . There are friends but not really close friends , there are close friends but some have just left and new one enters but they just dont last . They changed. Hate those who leave love those who come Cherished those who stay . Friendship does not come easily. Some friends are meant to be urs and some are just not .
Time had passed but i am still struck at home .....Its kaifeng bdae but no plans to celebrate sadddd anyway happy birthday wished you dont be lonely like me too. Weisheng went to Malaysia awww bored , Syafiee at vivo :( Marz and ricky too far away can only wait till after MYE then free i am bored+sad=lonely:(:(
Someone please entertain me ....used to be the other way round now it should be the other round le . LOL.craps.Watch e telivison programm for quite a long time quite entertaining though.REALISTIC PEOPLE I WILL ALWAYS HATE !!!!! so rdm right haha , but today got something important want tell him thn call him dont answer so sore loser zzz i hate him he is like a bastard okay yes i am using a mean word which i dont often used just get me pissed off now .... i will show him tht i win him right in his face with the result slips on his table and ask him to shut up , make him regrets his action make him give up .......i shall wait for tht moment .
~We are born alone we live alone we die alone but only through friendship and love then can we create the illusion of not living alone.~
~WONDERS~
How do feelings come about eh ? up to know i still do not know it is weird it just come and go the moment it is here the next is is gone .Its just too unpredictable . It happens to friendship and reality too?I think i have finally know who is gonna stand on my side when thr is trouble and who is up to trick up their sleeves just to get me of . Take me as a threat and i will do you threats !
Loves to Hatred ? why not ?Change is the word! But without changes improvement will never be made haizzz i hate the process but i love the outcome . Sounds weird right talking abt this haha maybe u dont but close to me will.:)
Okay today exams for english i think it is easy-normal but chinese wa hard la the si han can make me si diao le but i hope score for english i still want to go to economic class i guess it is imposible for me to go to biology i just dont like zero interest cause i did poorly okay thanks to sec 1 experience .
WA damm tired le had fun with co , ws keith and ryan lorrrrh playing POKER CARDS haah 3 days of fun hope it nvr end byeee readers damm tired le wanna go sleep haha .
~A winner is someone who is borned with talented talents and managed to polished it developed them into skills~ [ YOU ARE JUST NOT MY MATCH I AM READY FOR THE CHALLENGES YOU GIVE EVEN IF IT ONE ON 10 ]
~Giving up and perseving.~
I have given up sth today officially ....i guessed only one person know if he did pay attention to what i had being said the whole day today after school. Its over i don find the same feeling in it anymore .
Other then tht today is a GOOD DAY! I had great fun with Weisheng , ryan and keith , you make my day today haha . If only we could have more time , wished we will end up in the same class again , i don want to go to seperate class.
Today SC investiture was nervous haha especially when i got a nervous freak beside me keep laughing haha yea it fun thn could see all my friend faces kinda nervous too maybe after a time i am going to be numb but that will be a good thing cause i am going to have more awards or sth good eh ? Lena seems a little be ( she bu de ) with the president and the badge haha .
SMILE. Then had pe lesson, partner with weisheng haah dammm fun okay ...wa (xin tiao chu lai le ) so nervous haha cat and mouse .:) then had math lesson ....awww sad le MR CHOO is going to leave our class after june and MDM lee is taking over haizzz can only hope my math will remain or improved .....i have already proved u le lorrh i am not bad in math its just ur teaching see the big difference b4 and A1! get it clear
Reccess was great had my tie worned looke cool except my hair but no needworry ba it will grow back :) Yea handsome is better thn nice looking haah .
DNT was great too score 30/35 but not really high comparing to others but i think i can tought a win too cuz my group involved in wwss 10 anivasary must score higher thn DL YEA i know i am competitive i admit this fact le but i am not going to let some bad comments to stop me from getting better and better . If u all not happy also not my business haha thn try being competitive too la haha its just the fact that u cant do it ,, dont pull me down and give me negative comments .
HISTORY LITERATURE AWWW my test marks haha haven come out la but i only wished to be top ! i put in alot effort horr hstudy till 12 midnight ....its the first time i had been so serious abt my studies .:) hope it will be rewarded dont dissapoint me :)
Chinese (TING LI) is pretty easy i will score !!!
After school went to GP with weisheng and Ryan i still feel the best with both of them :0 . Had lunch at KFC shared 2 piece with weisheng and ordered a coconut pie too :) haha play ( poker cards ) freaking funny okay laugh till i almost drop to the floor and roll out its damm fun i cant find other words describe le la haha really wish can extend the time eh . Then treat weisheng this and tht haha kay la dont really mind had a heart-talking talk :)
THn went back home and yea had my tori chicken dinner . shall end it here love my 2 friend :).MAKE MY DAY.
~Give anyone a smile , it may be the only happiness he see for the day ~
~IS IT REALLY FRIDAY~
Although today is friday but i don feel like it is i just find it weird maybe i am weird haha okay today damm random day had a rehearsal for sc investiture seat beside july and infront of si wei fun lorrh keep laughing haha thn the sec3 got their ICSSSS and ya .....i was memorising my history notes like hell but in the end i did not have enogh time to complete i mean add extra information haha but i aim for a full marks ...don disappoint me lol now blog so little readers le even if got read but nvr tag lo i think one of them i amalina right ! haha next time just tagged :) . okay thn aft sch i was like so lost dk where to go so follow syahmi and amirul to buy bbtea and had kfc at gp lol bullshitting alot of crap talk talk here talk talk there i feel very calm today very quiet i need a hyper freak now to turned my mode arrrh just cant find one ....feeling so weird ahhhhh its a weird day !
~Life Isn't Weird It's just the People In It~
~EFFORT~
Been putting alot of hard work recntly hope it will not gone to waste hope it will turn out gd for my mid-year its the year where i have been serious abt everything i do .....pls dont dissapoint me my results. I don want another set back like term1 le . Its time i do well. Short post recently haha cuz all exam near le well just enjoy the music and the chat ba :) i am sure the music is nice spent quite a longtime looking for nice song. TMR HISTORY TEST MUST PAST !!!!MUST 95PERCENT I DON CARE i want to go against all odds and proved them :) wished me luck gonna have a short break b4 starting on revising ....syahmi must past don waste my saliva horrh :) byee readers tag pls ..the chatboard is dying .
~Sometime effort may not be rewarded but it does not mean forever , it just mean its yet to come , dont give up , fight to the end , the winner exist to the end .~
Been putting alot of hard work recntly hope it will not gone to waste hope it will turn out gd for my mid-year its the year where i have been serious abt everything i do .....pls dont dissapoint me my results. I don want another set back like term1 le . Its time i do well. Short post recently haha cuz all exam near le well just enjoy the music and the chat ba :) i am sure the music is nice spent quite a longtime looking for nice song. TMR HISTORY TEST MUST PAST !!!!MUST 95PERCENT I DON CARE i want to go against all odds and proved them :) wished me luck gonna have a short break b4 starting on revising ....syahmi must past don waste my saliva horrh :) byee readers tag pls ..the chatboard is dying .
~Sometime effort may not be rewarded but it does not mean forever , it just mean its yet to come , dont give up , fight to the end , the winner exist to the end .~